Thursday, January 20, 2011

past is past

2010 was a very difficult year for me. a lot of realizations came about, a lot of changes. it felt like i was placed inside a martini shaker and vigorously shook, up down, right left..around and around... there were some times that i did not understand what i was thinking, and let alone feeling...states of euphoria and utter desperation sometimes came together.
i also lost one of the most important people in my life, my grandmother. she was one of my pillars, one of the reasons why i am who i am now. she raised me. she also taught me a lot of lessons that are carved into my memory. i am simply lost and in pain without her.

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