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I'm staring blankly at the screen trying to put letters together to form a semblance of an intelligible word, and I seem to be coming up empty.  Has 5 years of constant staring at the monitor and waiting for the dreaded beep left me with less neurons?
I wonder if what I feared most happened without me realizing it. Have I lost what I once considered my most valuable asset? Is it even remotely possible? Have I lost my mind and become a non-thinking person stuck in a non-thinking job?
Since childhood it was instilled in me that my greatest asset is not my looks or personality but what is in between my ears. And I have fully subscribed to that belief. Was I wrong? Is intelligence easier lost than physical attributes?
Tell me if you find the answer, I'm a little brain dead.

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