nothing to do

I just realized, or maybe just accepted to myself, that my life indeed is boring. There, I said it.Maybe acceptance is indeed the start of the healing process.And with that, hopefully, moving forward, my life will be for the better.

For the past 3 years, I have been doing nothing but work, eat, and sleep. All in that same order and priority. It seems that maybe, just maybe, I have been doing things for the wrong reason but just ignored that niggling at the back of my mind, that this is not the life for me. I am a person who enjoys the outdoors,spending time in the sun and sand,sweat pouring from my pores thru various activities such as hiking, soccer,badminton and others.

SO WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING STARING AT THE MONITOR AND THE BLANK WALLS???

Maybe it is indeed time for a change and to move on, for better or for worse.